Bookish Nostalgia - February 2016

Can you believe that we are already into February?  One-twelfth of 2016 gone.  I think that time is passing faster or maybe I'm just getting older faster.  Ah well.  We still have books and reading and what's better than that?  February is the month for Valentine's Day, but I'm not sure that my reading really reflected the month of 'love' over the past 20 years.  Here's what I remember best:

February 1996 - Killing Orders by Sara Paretsky - This is the 3rd V. I. Warshawski book by Sara Paretsky.  There are now 18 books in this series.  Do you know V. I. or Victoria Iphigenia?  She's a tough private eye in Chicago and that city is almost another character.  In this book, V. I. has to step in when her very unpleasant Aunt Rosa is investigated by the authorities in her role as treasurer of St. Albert's Priory.  So we have the Church, some criminals, and horrible Aunt Rosa.  All the fun stuff in one book.  I went through a period where I read a bunch of V. I. books and really enjoyed them.  I'm not caught up at all on this series, but it's one I've always meant to get back to.  Sara Paretsky can certainly write.  She was awarded the Grand Master Award by the Mystery Writers of America in 2011.

February 2001 - Murder and the First Lady by Elliott Roosevelt - This is the first of a mystery series (20 books) written by the son of Franklin and Eleanor Roosevelt and it stars Eleanor.  I know - what is it about those children of Presidents and writing mysteries (Margaret Truman also)?  I did like this book and this series though.  I'm not sure how well written they were, but I loved the idea of Eleanor Roosevelt as a sleuth.  While FDR was still in the White House.  Set in 1939, a White House staffer is killed and the First Lady's secretary is accused of the crime.  Eleanor to the rescue!  These are out of print and not available as e-books, but I have a few of them around.

February 2006 - Naked in Death by J. D. Robb - This book is the first in J. D. Robb's (aka Nora Roberts) 'In Death' series, which now numbers 41!  And it's a good one.  Eve Dallas is a lieutenant in the New York Police Department, Homicide Division.  She's tough and independent.  Her job means everything to her.  In this first book, she investigates the death of a woman who has connections to all kinds of important people.  One of the people she meets and interviews as a suspect is an Irish billionaire named Roarke.  And life will never be the same again - for either of them.  Now don't assume that this series is all about romance.  It's definitely not.  These are pretty tough police procedurals.  But they are also about the epic love story that Eve and Roarke share.  Oh, and they are set in the future in the 2050's.  We're a lot closer to that date than we were when J. D. Robb wrote this book in 1995!  I really like this series.

February 2011 - The Iron King by Julie Kagawa - This is the first book in Julie Kagwa's Iron Fey series - YA.  It has 6 books at this time.  A little outside of my usual reading type, I can't remember why I picked this one up.  Don't get me wrong - I like young adult books and I like supernatural type creatures - witches, vampires, and the like.  Somehow, I have never been as fond of the Fey or fairies.  Anyway, I do remember liking this book a lot.  In it, Meghan finds out that she's the daughter of a faery king.  Her 4-year-old little brother has been exchanged for a changeling.  Her best friend, Robbie, is actually 'Puck' - yes, that 'Puck'.  There's a prince.  And another world.  Meghan has to rescue her brother and she needs help doing it.  I'm not sure why I didn't read on in this series, but writing about it here makes me want to add The Iron King to my reread list and begin again.

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Well, that's all for this month.  Not much romance or hearts or candy.  Guess you'll have to find those on your own.  See you in March!
 

I actually read two graphic novels - Can't we talk about something more PLEASANT? and Displacement...what I thought...

I am not much of a graphic novel reader.  I've read a few - mostly YA type.  I did spend a big portion of my growing up years reading comics (what they were called then).  They all belonged to my little brother and were Archie and Spiderman and Flintstones and Fantastic 4, for example.  I have been encouraged to read today's graphic novels many times by others.  Recently, I decided to try two that told the stories of 'dealing with older people'.  Both had been recommended by many bloggers and I have certainly spent my years 'dealing with older people'.  There was a special display at my library and there they were - the two books - Displacement and Can't we talk about something more PLEASANT? - side by side.  I checked them out.  (And forgive me, because this may be a little long.)

First, let's talk about Displacement - a graphic novel by Lucy Knisley.  Only 168 pages, it can be read in a very short period of time.  It's the story of Lucy, who volunteers to accompany her 90+-year-old grandparents on a cruise to the Caribbean.  Lucy herself was in her 20's.  OK, to start our little discussion, let me talk about Kay and motion sickness.  I have it.  It's horrible.  When I travel, I am drugged.  It's particularly bad on boats.  (I got sick one time on a tour of a boat permanently docked in Astoria, Oregon.  There were no windows.  I quickly exited before things got too awful.).  So, honestly, a cruise with grandparents????

Anyway, Lucy and her grandparents fly to Florida and board a cruise ship.  The grandparents have a pretty decent room.  Hers has no windows.  She learns on this trip how much care her grandparents actually need.  She thinks about aging and dying and mortality.  The grandparents seem to have a fairly good time.  Lucy is a nervous wreck most of the time (welcome to caregiving).  In the end, she's glad she went.  And in the end, I was glad I read this book.  Thumbs up.

On to graphic novel #2, Roz Chast's memoir of a late-in-life only child and her aging parents - both parents living into their mid-to-late 90's.  It's called Can't we talk about something more PLEASANT? and is Chast's no-holds-barred book about parents who didn't want to talk about aging, death, dying, getting sick, going to the hospital, going to the doctor, preparing for any of this, etc.  And a daughter who had to deal with all of these things by herself.

I have two dear friends who both read this book and wrote about it on their blogs.  One is Les at Prairie Horizons.  Les was not a fan of this book at all and said so in her review.  The other friend is Nan at Letters From A Hill Farm.  Nan was a fan and also said so in her review.  I thought about reading this book, decided against it, and now have read it.  What do I think?  Well, let me tell you...

I actually liked it very much - very much.  It was honest and brutal and shocking - Roz's thoughts about her parents and the bother and worry and tiresomeness of everything.  It was hard to read without cringing.  It also had some very sweet and poignant moments.  There were actual pictures of the author and her folks.  There were pictures of the apartment the folks lived in and the stuff...oh, the stuff.  There were stories about dementia and illness and ickiness.  About kindness and caring and grief.  Descriptions of assisted-living and sad tales of parents who saved and scrimped and did not indulge themselves at all and a daughter who worried constantly that the money would run out.  Because end-of-life care is so, so very expensive.

I think that one of the most important books I've ever read is Atul Gawande's Being Mortal.  I read this last year and it talks about medicine and doctors and end-of-life decisions and how long is too long and hospice and care  centers.  And planning.  I think that a companion book to the non-fiction Being Mortal could be this one - Chast's memoir - brutal as it might be - shocking and sad.

So, lastly what I want to say is that I liked this book and I hated it a little too.  Why?  I've lived this book.  I've thought virtually every thought that Roz Chast shared.  My relationship with my parents was much better than hers - with my mother especially.  However, caring for aging parents with Alzheimer's or other types of dementia as well as other tragic health problems is hard, hard work.  Whether they live with you or not.  Even if there is what seems like enough money to help them and keep them comfortable.  It is soul-sucking and it will almost bring you to your knees.  I see Chast's memoir as her therapy.  I did my therapy in another manner, with a counselor and a flood of tears and grief and anger-acknowledgment.  My care for my parents was a privilege and an honor and it was horrible and took over my life for several years.  I loved them dearly and I sometimes wanted to run away and never look back.  I think this book could say to the reader 'you're not a horrible person if you have some or all of these feelings'.  You can still love them and feel a very heavy burden.  I loved my parents and I miss them every day, but I don't miss that stress and worry.

Well, I'll stop now.  I've read two graphic novels.  I've been so touched by both of them.  Graphic novels are certainly not the comic books of my youth.  I'm glad I read them.  Who could imagine that a book of cartoons could be so gripping?  Last thing - do you have other suggestions for 'must read' graphic novels for me?  Maybe not ones about aging parents, but other topics?  Please leave me some recommendations.  I'm willing to try them.  And thanks.

Gothic Fiction Reading Challenge 2016

Diana at Book of Secrets shared a couple of weeks ago that she had searched for a Gothic Fiction Reading Challenge all over and was not successful in finding one.  There is a seasonal R.I.P. challenge that she and many of us enjoy, but she wanted one that would last all year.   So she began her own.  She's using it mainly to keep track of the books she reads this year that fit her idea of 'gothic'.  If you'd like to take a look at her post, go here.  She has some great links provided for definitions of 'gothic' and also links to lists of 'gothic' books - modern, haunted houses, southern, Gothic romances, ghosts - everything you might need to find a book considered to be 'gothic'.

I told her that I wasn't doing any challenges this year, but I got to thinking - I read a lot of books that by their very nature and by my personal definition are 'gothic' fiction.  And as I've been considering my 'favorites from my keeper shelf', I've been tempted to reread many older books in that vein.  So, I've decided to use this post as a place to keep track of just how many books I do read in 2016 that would fit the category.  I'll have the badge on my sidebar and you can just click it at any time and see my list, with any reviews I write linked.

What do I consider 'gothic' fiction?  Well, I'd include anything that includes spooky, foggy, haunted, ghostly, horror-like, castle or house on a cliff or in a swamp or perched above the sea, an asylum, a graveyard, secrets, diaries - get the picture?  I know it when I read it.  Personally, I think 'gothic' is what the reader says it is.

Feel free to join in.  And may the 'gothic' reading begin....

1.  The Gates Of Evangeline by Hester Young
2.  The Mediator #1 - Shadowland by Meg Cabot (audio)
3.  The Mediator #2 - Ninth Key by Meg Cabot (audio)
4.  The Whispering Hollows (3 novellas - The Whispers, The Burning Girl, The Three Sisters) by Lisa Unger (audio)
5.  The Forgotten Garden by Kate Morton (audio)

Waiting on Wednesday - Among The Wicked

This is a weekly event that highlights a book we can't wait to be published.  It is hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine.

I am always delighted to anticipate a new book by Linda Castillo in her Kate Burkholder series.  Just simply delighted.  I love this series!  This week's pick, the 8th book in the series:

Among The Wicked

by Linda Castillo

Publication Date:  July 12th

Chief of Police Kate Burkholder is called upon by the sheriff's department in rural, upstate New York to assist on a developing situation that involves a reclusive Amish settlement and the death of a young girl.  Unable to penetrate the wall of silence between the Amish and "English" communities, the sheriff asks Kate to travel to New York, pose as an Amish woman, and infiltrate the community.

Kate's long time love interest, State Agent John Tomasetti, is dead set against her taking on such an unorthodox assignment, knowing she'll have limited communication - and even less in the way of backup.  But Kate can't turn her back, especially when the rumor mill boils with disturbing accounts of children in danger.  She travels to New York where she's briefed and assumes her new identity as a lone widow seeking a new life.

Kate infiltrates the community and goes deep under cover.  In the coming days, she unearths a world built on secrets, a series of shocking crimes, and herself, alone... trapped in a fight for her life.

Tuesday - First Chapter - First Paragraph - A Place Of Execution

Each Tuesday, Diane at Bibliophile By the Sea shares the first part of a book that she is reading or thinking about reading.  This week I'm sharing the first few paragraphs of A Place Of Execution by a favorite author of mine, Val McDermid.  This book was published in 2000 and it won an Anthony Award, a Barry Award, a Macavity Award, and a Dilys Award, plus was nominated for a Dagger Award and an Edgar.  Here you have pretty much the epitome of mystery honors.  A film adaptation was created by Masterpiece Contemporary in 2008.  See what you think:

     Like Alison Carter, I was born in Derbyshire in 1950.  Like her, I grew up familiar with the limestone dales of the White Peak, no stranger to the winter blizzards that regularly cut us off from the rest of the country.  It was in Buxton, after all, that snow once stopped play in a county cricket match in June.
     So when Alison Carter went missing in December 1963, it meant more to me and my classmates than it can have done to most other people.  We knew villages like the one she'd grown up in.  We knew the sort of things she'd have done every day.  We suffered through similar classes and cloakroom arguments about which of the Fab Four was our favourite Beatle.  We imagined we shared the same hopes, dreams and fears.  Because of that, right from the word go, we all knew something terrible had happened to Alison Carter, because something we also knew was that girls like her--like us--didn't run away.  Not in Derbyshire in the middle of December, anyway.

Blurb:

Winter 1963: two children have disappeared off the streets of Manchester; the murderous careers of Myra Hindley and Ian Brady have begun.  On a freezing day in December, another child goes missing: thirteen-year-old Alison Carter vanishes from her town, an insular community that distrusts the outside world.  For the young George Bennett, a newly promoted inspector, it is the beginning of his most difficult and harrowing case: a murder with no body, an investigation with more dead ends and closed faces than he'd have found in the anonymity of the inner city, and an outcome which reverberates through the years.

Decades later he finally tells his story to journalist Catherine Heathcote, but just when the book is poised for publication, Bennett unaccountably tries to pull the plug.  He has new information which he refuses to divulge, new information that threatens the very foundations of his existence.  Catherine is forced to re-investigate the past, with results that turn the world upside down.

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I decided to finally read this book because of a blog post I read by Cathy at Kittling: Books.  She recently got to see Val McDermid at the Poisoned Pen Bookstore.  How fun!  And if you don't know about Cathy's blog, you definitely should.  I've seen the TV adaptation of this book, but I haven't read it yet.  Here I go!

The Good Goodbye by Carla Buckley

The Good Goodbye by Carla Buckley begins with this statement:

The first thing you should know is that everyone lies.

The second thing is that it matters.

Indeed they do and indeed it does.  Everyone lies or omits in this book and it does matter.  Our tale is one of two families.  The fathers are brothers and each includes a teenage daughter.  These girls, Arden and Rory, are very close.  Born only 4 months apart, they are quite different in personality.  Rory is outgoing, popular, driven - Harvard bound.  Arden is the artistic cousin.  She's smart and shy and seems mostly in Rory's shadow.  She wants to go to California to art school.  However, the college plans of both girls will go awry due to financial issues.  They begin their freshman year at a small state college.

As the book opens, the parents each receive a phone call.  Their daughters have been injured in a fire at their dorm and are being taken to a local hospital.  Another student has died and the police are investigating for arson.  The Good Goodbye is told from 3 points of view - Arden, Rory, and Natalie, Arden's mother.  Most of the present action is set in the hospital as Arden and Rory remain unconscious in intensive care, critically injured.  We gradually find out more and more secrets as the narrative switches from character to character.

Natalie would have said that she knew her daughter and her niece so very, very well.  She knows some things.  She doesn't know many, many more.  Each character has something to hide and the story winds back and back and back.  These two families have been very intertwined, but sometimes weeds and thorns grow into the garden and are not removed.  There they remain choking out the seeds that were planted with such love.  Everyone lies.

I liked this book a lot.  And I enjoyed the format, though some might not be as fond of the method the author used to tell the story.  I like puzzling through the clues and deciding which secret might be most important or might even exist at all.  It reminded me a little of Rosamund Lupton's Afterwards, another book set mostly in a hospital after a fire, with a mother finding out all kinds of things about her teenage daughter.  The Good Goodbye related a situation that is one of a parent's worst fears - their child in a hospital ICU.  It was poignant and scary.  We feel for Natalie as she sits beside the bed trying to find one little spot where she can touch her daughter.  The revelations of the hidden parts of each family's life were suspenseful.  I wanted to know the answer to the questions posed - arson?  Who?  Why?

Interestingly enough, Carla Buckley wrote part of this book sitting at the bedside of her college-age son, after he was in an accident.  She related in an interview that she was on a book tour when she got a call from her husband about their son's accident and dropped everything to go to him.  She had already begun writing The Good Goodbye, but here she was experiencing the story firsthand.  No wonder the emotions in the book rang true to me.

So, was I pleased with The Good Goodbye?  Yes, I was.  I've read another book by this author, The Things That Keep Us Here, and also liked it very much.  Now I want to read the two books she's written in between.  And I look forward to possibly seeing Carla Buckley on a panel at a mystery conference soon - even meeting her!  Can't wait!

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I think I'll add here that I wrote Carla Buckley and told her how much I enjoyed The Good Goodbye.  I also told her that I hoped her son had recovered well.  She very kindly wrote back and thanked me for my note.  She also said that her son has recovered and is 100%.  He is taking a semester abroad in his studies and enjoying it very much.  I'm so pleased to hear that and wish him well!

kay's favorites from the keeper shelf...Phyllis A. Whitney

Welcome to the 1st 'kay's favorites'!  I'm so glad to be talking about an author that I first discovered when I was about 10 years old.  Her name is Phyllis Ayame Whitney, otherwise known as Phyllis A. Whitney - multiple Edgar award winner, lifetime achievement Grand Master Award in 1988 by the Mystery Writers of America and also a lifetime acheivement award by Malice Domestic, who present the Agathas.  These are very big deals in the mystery community.

Photograph © Malice Domestic

Phyllis Whitney, who was born in Yokahoma, Japan, in 1903, spent the first 15 years of her life in Japan, China, and the Philippines.  Her first visit to the US was when she and her mother traveled home to America by ship after her father's death.  She lived with her mother in California and Texas until her mother died and then lived with her aunt in Chicago.  Interestingly enough, all the places mentioned served as a setting for at least one of her books.  Her jobs included journalist, college writing teacher, and book editor.  She also worked in libraries and bookstores.  And she wrote and wrote.

Ms. Whitney had many short stories published and finally, in 1941, her first book for young people.  An adult suspense novel, Red Is For Murder (later renamed The Red Carnelian) was published in 1943.  Over time, this prolific author wrote over 75 books, which included adult mysteries, juvenile mysteries, books on writing, and juvenile novels.  She served as the President of The Mystery Writers of America in 1975.  Her last book was published in 1997 (when she was 94!) and she died in 2008 at the age of 104!!  She was survived by a daughter, three grandchildren, and two great-grandchildren.  Amazing!

I currently own 17 of her adult mysteries and 11 of her juvenile mysteries.  They are mostly hardback copies, but a few of the juvenile books are paperbacks.  I'm going to talk a little about 4 of them - 2 adult and 2 juvenile.  For a complete list of her books go here.  I'll start with kid books.

At the age of 10, bored at my grandmother's house, I ran across a copy of the Mystery Of The Haunted Pool - owned by an older cousin.  I begged to read it and was completely caught up in the story of Susan, visiting her aunt in upstate New York.  While wandering near her aunt's house, she comes across a woodland pool and then she sees a face staring up at her from the bottom!  It disappears, but where did it go?  There's an old sea captain, a treasure, and naturally a mystery.  It scared and delighted me (I was that kind of kid) and from then on I was on a mission to find more books by this author.

Another juvenile mystery that I enjoyed completely was the Secret Of The Samurai Sword.  In it, Celia and her brother, Stephen, travel to Kyoto, Japan to visit their grandmother for the summer.  There is a lovely garden that apparently holds the ghost of an ancient Samurai warrior.  Lots of Japanese culture and I think this was one of the books that got me interested in reading mysteries set in other countries and far-flung places.  I still love that.

As I moved on to Phyllis Whitney's adult mysteries, I found that she included a bit of romance, along with the thrills and chills.  One of my favorites is her first adult book, Red Is For Murder or the title on my copy, The Red Carnelian.  By the way, a carnelian is a red gemstone.  This one is set in Chicago where Linell works for a large department store as a sign copy writer.  How do you feel about a large store after closing hours - when the lights are out and employees scurry around changing things in the big show windows?  Spooky, especially when a body is found in one of the windows and Linell knows who it is.  This book had the first reference I ever saw to Cole Porter's tune, Begin The Beguine, and that song playing over and over on a record player is part of the creepy, shadowy story.  I found the info about dressing the windows fascinating.

The last book I'll mention is Hunter's Green, published in 1968.  Eve returns to the great estate of Athmore to try to mend her marriage to Justin after 3 years.  However, someone is conspiring against her - her husband's brother, his ex-fiance, a mystery man?  The gardens contain a topiary garden carved out of black yew - a chess set (who could resist that?) in the midst of play - the rook ready to capture the king.  Old Daniel tells her, 'It's the black rook's play!'.  This book has sort of a Rebecca type feel to it.  Spooky, dark, things that go bump in the night.  Can't you just see the chess pieces ready to move?  Ha!

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I hope you've enjoyed this little show and tell session.  Join me again in two weeks for the next 'kay's favorites from the keeper shelf...' when I'll be talking about Rosamunde Pilcher.

A Killing In The Hills by Julia Keller

A Killing In The Hills is the first in the Bell Elkins mystery series, written by Pulitzer Prize winning author, Julia Keller.  And it's a corker.  I really enjoyed my initial visit to Acker's Gap, West Virginia, a state that I've only visited a couple of times.  What I remember about West Virginia is green beauty, hills and trees.  What I had heard about West Virginia - Appalachian mountains, Harper's Ferry, coal mines, mountain people, folk music, poverty.  Here's a quote to set the scene:

...Just outside the city limits was a handful of played-out coal mines and, beyond and above them, the corrugated foothills of the Appalachians, their sides dense with sweet birch trees and scarlet oaks, the ground crowded with mountain laurel and black huckleberry.
     It was a beautiful place, especially in the late spring and throughout the long summer, when the hawks wrote slow, wordless stories across the pale blue parchment of the sky, when the tree-lined valleys exploded in a green so vivid and yet so predictable that it was like a hallelujah shout at a tent revival.  You always knew it was coming, but it could still knock you clean off your feet.

A Killing In The Hills begins with a multiple shooting - three elderly men drinking coffee together at a local fast food joint.  The shooter comes in and goes out and nobody sees much.  Also, no one knows if this was directed at one of the men or all of them or if they were just random victims.  The restaurant was full of people, including Carla Elkins, 17-year-old daughter of Bell Elkins, the prosecuting attorney for the county.

Bell (or Belfa) and her ex-husband, Sam, were raised in Acker's Gap and left as fast as they could.  They both became attorneys and Sam is now a lobbyist in Washington.  He and Bell came to a parting of the ways when she wanted to return to West Virginia to help with the problems if she could.  Sam told her that he couldn't go back.  Bell and Carla have lived in Acker's Gap for five years and their relationship has been strained of late - teenage girl, mom with demanding job, both stubborn as all get out - you get the picture.

Along with local sheriff Nick Fogelsong, a man that Bell met when she was a young girl and her family was falling apart, Bell fights crime in a town that is struggling with deep poverty and the crimes that come along with it.  She really wants to focus on the drug trade that is taking their young people, who have few choices in life, and turning them into wrecks before they even grow up.

I was totally gripped by the story presented in this first entry to a series that now has four books.  The setting was described in such a way that I could almost see and feel it.  I did figure out the reason for the shootings and also the shadowy figure behind it, but that didn't lessen my positive experience.  I was impressed with how appealing Julia Keller made this area, while still being very candid about the issues and problems that are ongoing.  I'll be glad to continue with the next book in the series, Bitter River, very soon.  If you like a mystery with a passionate, no-nonsense main character, you'd probably like Bell Elkins.  I look forward to watching her as she loves her home, hates it, and champions the people who need her.
 

Waiting on Wednesday - Missing Pieces

This is a weekly event that highlights a book we can't wait to be published.  It is hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine.

I have meant to read several books by Heather Gudenkauf over the years.  And I think I probably own all she's written up to this point.  So, naturally I want to read her upcoming release.  This week my Waiting on Wednesday pick is:

Missing Pieces

by Heather Gudenkauf

Publication Date:  February 2nd

Sarah Quinlan's husband, Jack, has been haunted for decades by the untimely death of his mother when he was just a teenager, her body found in the cellar of their family farm, the circumstances a mystery.  The case rocked the small farm town of Penny Gate, Iowa, where Jack was raised, and for years Jack avoided returning home.  But when his beloved aunt Julia is in an accident, hospitalized in a coma, Jack and Sarah are forced to confront the past that they have long evaded.

Upon arriving in Penny Gate, Sarah and Jack are welcomed by the family Jack left behind all those years ago—barely a trace of the wounds that had once devastated them all.  But as facts about Julia's accident begin to surface, Sarah realizes that nothing about the Quinlans is what it seems.  Caught in a flurry of unanswered questions, Sarah dives deep into the puzzling rabbit hole of Jack's past.  But the farther in she climbs, the harder it is for her to get out.  And soon she is faced with a deadly truth she may not be prepared for.

Tuesday - First Chapter - First Paragraph - The Good Goodbye

Each Tuesday, Diane at Bibliophile By the Sea shares the first part of a book that she is reading or thinking about reading.  This week I'm sharing the first few paragraphs of The Good Goodbye by Carla Buckley.  I read an earlier book by this author a few years ago and really enjoyed it.  See what you think:

The first thing you should know is that everyone lies.

The second thing is that it matters.

Natalie

     I keep a list of Arden's first words.  Banky, mimi, 'ghetti, Dada.  I treasure this list, keep it folded in my wallet.  Banky, mimi, 'ghetti, Dada, Mama, 'nana, rainbow, juice.  All the important things in Arden's life--her threadbare pink blanket, her favorite foods, Theo and me.  I miss her.  I miss hearing her voice.  That first night after she left for college, I lay on top of her tousled sheets, breathing in the blended scents of her coconut shampoo and pear soap.
     "So how do you want to celebrate?" my husband asks.
     I thought Theo had forgotten.  Maybe, if I'm to be completely honest with myself, I'd hoped he had.  He squares off in front of the bathroom mirror to give himself his usual morning pep-talk look, his eyes half closed and his chin raised.  Maybe, shocker, he'd remembered on his own.
     "I don't know."  I turn off the water and drop my toothbrush in the cup.  There's nothing I feel less like doing than dressing up and spending money on our anniversary.
     Just thinking about it makes me want to crawl under the covers and yank them over my head.
     "Anything you want," he promises.  "Sky's the limit."
     Ha.  We both know the sky is very much not the limit.



Blurb:

How well do we know our children?  Natalie Falcone would say she knows her daughter, Arden, very well.  Despite the challenges of running a restaurant and raising six-year-old twin boys, she’s not too worried as she sends her daughter off to college—until she gets the call that Arden’s been in a terrible fire, along with her best friend and cousin, Rory.  Both girls are critically injured and another student has died.  The police suspect arson.

Arden and Rory have always been close, but they have secrets they’ve never shared, secrets that reel all the way back to their childhoods, and which led them to that tragic night.  Who set the fire, and why?  As the police dig deep into both the present and the past, Natalie realizes that in order to protect her daughter, she’ll first have to find out who Arden really is, even if it means risking everything—and everyone—she loves most.

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As I said above, I read another book by this author several years ago, The Things That Keep Us Here.  I enjoyed the way she told the story and so I'm also interested in this book.  I'm hoping to get to meet Carla Buckley in February at Left Coast Crime.  She's scheduled to attend and, happily, so am I.